g0nE Cr@zY

2007-01-08T20:32:00.000+08:00

ok so its back to the prison they call school...so i'm back to being locked up inside for at least 6 hrs everyday 5 days a week...
so recount....
3rd-back to school, class bonding...
4th-the first day or proper lessons and i got myself so bloody worked up...now i'm stressed for no apparent reason...
5th-MORE class bonding....went to the beach and played for the day(:so fun...
weekend-spent sat at pulau ubin...cycled with an old friend i haven't seen in 5 years...
-spent sunday practicing a math for my CA tmr...had last minute geog to finish then moved on to my chinese journal...slept at like 2 plus...
today!!!-went to school...forgot bout drama practice during break...how horrid of me but i did anyway...
-came home at like 3 and finally got to eat lunch...then did a bit of a-math notes...chinese newspaper cutting then continued with a-math pratice...

well thats pretty much how its been back to school....now instead of having 1 CA every tuesday i have 2!stresesed...ah...gtg back to studying now...sigh...sec 4 kills...

Guilt

2007-01-02T17:09:00.000+08:00

just yesterday i went out with nat and the rest to sentosa...it was really fun and all but i kinda feel guilty for doing something really stupid...i have no idea why i did it but i did and i'm beating myself up about it....i mean seriously all i got from burying poor guy's(i don't want to mention names...the people there would know) shoe(ok we weren't that nice...we buried his shoeS and stuck sand in his sockS...both) was guilt...

ANYWAY...the fun part was i kinda learnt to play pool...i suck though..=P...

well tmr its back to school and i'm not looking forward to it...school...sigh...die...O levels...die....

holidays(:

2006-12-25T16:14:00.000+08:00

ok...i know...i totally sound like i'm sucking up...but NO!....these people are really great and the parties really rocked(:

And really...i'm glad i met them...(: or in certain cases re-met them(:

oh...i also met nichole there...she's a friend of mine from tkg so whoo!!(:

ya now i really should go do my work(:

2006-12-25T15:00:00.000+08:00

HEY!!!!!wow....my holiday has been jampacked!....i first had 3 freaking weeks of extended studies then i had this adam khoo thing wich rocked like hell (details later)....then i had a 6c bbq which was great!!!!!...then i had work, followed by korea ski trip(details also later)...then another 6c bbq which also rocked....then just recently i had 2 chritmas parties(details also later)....dang its tiring(: but so fun(:so well as u can tell...i have not even started on hw yet...horrid innit...):

ANYWAY....
adam khoo thing...it was so cool...i met my old classmate cheryl chua and it was really great to see her again(: she's a great person...too bad our past wasn't so great...but i think that really must have been my fault cause to be honest...i was a horrid kid...H.O.R.R.I.D.well i do hope our future will be better(: anyway...i also met alot of new people there...they were spankin...we still keep in contact so thats good(: In fact both christmas parties i went to involved them(: one was a party organised by adam khoo's company---i met even more people there(:...another was a party organised by my coach Nat who rocks like alot....that was really fun(; the people i met were really cool...so no regrets despite the fact i have absolutely no time now to finish my work but eh...screw it...the parties rocked!!!!!

The Korea trip was a great experiance i mean....i got to learn to SKI!!!! fell a few times but not while skiing....it was while standing...its hard to stand and walk with overly long feet....i'd love to question why skis gots ta be so darn long....well one way or the other....it rocked!!!! now all that's left is to learn to snowboard:) but i heard that you get a hell load of bruises from that(: OWWW

Well that sums up my hols:)off i go to do my hw...later(:
PS:always take a flight with movies...planes really can be awfully boring....

Die...

2006-11-03T09:45:00.000+08:00

DAMN!!! fat ass shit!...i screwed up my physics spa!!!....its like important cause its counted for o levels and i screwed it!...damn....i really can't handle all this at all....my head's spinning...i so going into depression....damndamndamn!!!!!!i just miss understood the question and BAM! the whole thing's wrong....not only that but i didn't divide my oscillation time....the only thing i can get marks for is the sources of error question..and since i didn't have enough time i only had 2 points. DAMN...

missing...

2006-11-02T18:42:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired of... i dun even know what i'm tired of...just everything right now....i feel like i can't catch my breath...i need a break...there's something tugging at me...but i can't figure out what it is...i've lost some part of my heart...and i dun know how to fix it...trying to bury myself in other things...just to keep my mind off it...just so i won't drop of into the deep end...but it creeps back...always coming back...i dun know when it started but its finally taking its toll on me...(this is really how i feel but i'm planning on making this something..i dunno...maybe a song...:))

well i deffinitely glad i got my great friend...i wonder should i say her name or not...i dunno if she'd like it on the net so ya...but i think she'd know if she reads this:) hint*she introduced me to DT!!* well....now i'm back on HP...i think i like printed an entire website of HP fan art...it's really nice:)well its keeping me from dropping into the deep end:)...songs help too...face down by the red jumpsuit apparatus....cat and mouse by the same group....they aren't happy or anything but i like it:)

ruddyrubish!

2006-10-18T14:41:00.000+08:00

this is absolutely ruddy....i spent an hour on mcq for chem and in the end i fail the section anyway! and since i spent an hour on mcq i didn't have time to finish the other 2 sections and so i failed! if i didn't spend so much time on that stupid mcq i would have passed! i know how to answer the questions!!! WHAT ABSOLUTE RUBISH!!!!!oh today was so ruddy....worst exam paper getting back day ever....sigh...wonder wat tmr's gonna be like....hope its better...

free....

2006-10-12T11:11:00.000+08:00

i've been swamped! production than exams...more exams...and my obsessive reading...:)the i started drawing rubbish...then finals!!!!finally its over:)but now i feel like watching peterpan the cartoon but no one has it....so depressed:( ah well....sigh...now i'm just plain bored....i'm going to find something to do....bye then:)

finally back....

2006-08-20T18:17:00.000+08:00

gosh its been like foreva since i've written anything so i feel guilty....therefore....i write rubbish....HI!!!!well i've been reading this fanfict called draco trilogy...and well...it's actually really nice....but now the author took it off the net but thank god she gave me the pdfs:) ...i've printed like the first two books and am like halfway through the last..it's so addictive.....i love reading....haha...well....going back to reading then....i should be back...eventually...(:

wow..didn't know feelings were good for "poetry"

2006-05-24T18:44:00.000+08:00

My life...as i see it...[black and grim...]

My world's crashing down on me...
Feeling like my life's in jeopardy...
holding on to the last bit of my humanity...
Having the wrong bestfriends just might ruin me...
but hey i'll try to live...

Tears wasted on someone not worth crying for...
life was such a bore...
till little miss chatter jaws
came along to stab with her mighty claws...

telling everyone the wrong things to get what she wants
sayin bad words to act tough...
but seriously...i'll kick that scrawny butt...
right out of the park...

Karma will be back..
to wash up your act...

so you stop, i start
my turn to step up...
but i don't have the guts...do i?

don't know, don't care
i'm heading somewhere...

away from you...
and away from hell...
as far away as i can tell...

you're nothing more than an 'IT'
a thing on my finger that i flick...

right out of my life...
before another fight...

i'm tired of you...
tired of her...
tired of all the hurt...

i've got better things to do...
than associate with you...

leave me be..
little freaks...

goodbye...

2006-05-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

OMG...just had the time to blog...you know wat...that stupid lizard poped it's bloody head out in the shower again. Scared the hell outta me. Momma killed it of course...took some time to kill it and get rid of the body...but we managed. anyway...so certain people i know are causing hell fire in class...at least between our friendship...but hey...all friendships have tough times so...let it blow pass right...oh well...on a happy note the "band" thingie was fun...let us help save the planet...lol...(:

lizards...ewww

2006-05-03T18:01:00.000+08:00

Damn just found another stupid ugly BIG lizard...LIZARDS SUCK!!! EWWWWW...major...hate them they're just as evil as spherical objects...yup...can't believe i'm alone at home and there's a lizard in plain sight...hmmm....

Gosh

2006-05-02T18:27:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh last night before dinner i took a shower cause i like got caught in the rain see...so ya I was in the shower when this small but UGLY LIZZARD just came popping out from behind the stool...gosh i totally freaked!!!.... it was like a horrendous nightmare...i screamed so violently that my sis came running...gosh good thing I was all done and it was the final rinse...then later that night I realized that it was GONE!!!...AHHH but NVM I had to sleep cause I had to wake at like 5:30 in the morn to meet jacqy in school to study a math(gosh)...which still ended really sadly...cause I went to ponder on the question I didn't know and left the one I knew half done...gosh more...but I did finish the rest of the paper...yup... used tuition teachers method..."don't know move on...then later come back and do the ones that you don't know"...but I came back and pondered over the one I didn't know and the one i thought I didn't know but actually knew I left half done...gosh what rubbish innit...sigh...

All hail

2006-05-01T14:24:00.000+08:00

Welcome her royal highness, Princess CrapBag of Looloo town.

First name Crap, last name Bag. :)

Third name shittypoo!!!

Currently engaged to Prince Shapalapalapalapadingdong the second of dookydooky town.:)

total and utter rubbish...(=

my poetic poetic self(not)

2006-05-01T14:19:00.000+08:00

my poetic poetic self (not)

i like to write poems
this is one
yep i like to write them
just for fun (:

okay fine
so i suck
hmm... what else rhymes?
besides f***

haha yep that's about it
total rubbish comeplete shit

hmmm...

just feel like it

2006-04-29T13:47:00.000+08:00

Frumpydumpydumdum...
go bug someone...

yeah...

Rumors and annoying people...

2006-04-26T14:43:00.000+08:00

Gosh i hate rumors...they are like total rubbish....yup total and utter rubbish...gosh and i just realised that someone is like spreading rumors about people in my class liking other people in my class...and its a girl's school...i know that there are like les and stuff but like..DUDE SHUT UP!!!...man rumors are annoying....like some other people in my class that annoy me but not all the time so blah...but i'm hell annoyed but the person spreading rumors...big fat dodo...mindless notwit...

Oh just remembered...the other day i went to the com lab during break and there was this loud freak screaming at the top of her lungs....simply to talk to her friend beside her...right beside her...like 3 inches away....GEEZZZ!!! She totally has a twin in upper sec....they look quite alike and hell they're both just plain annoying...yup...just wanted to mention that in particular...

Well...this was full of complaints....i shall blog about something a tad less complainy next time...anyway gtg...=)

Spherical objects

2006-04-19T10:56:00.000+08:00

Evil!!! Spherical objects are evil!!!...
They seem to like hitting me....yes...hitting me!!!
Silly evil soft ball hit me on the side of my head today during PE when we were playing volley ball.....
A...wait nope...several tennis balls wacked me on the head when i played tennis last year at jacqy's....it hit me in the eye too....good thing i wasn't wearing my specs or i would have been jabed by glass too...
RUBBISHIO.....
Spherical objects are objects from the under world disguised as cute "harmless" things... but they have evil intensions...EVILLLLL...